I don’t know what you are hoping from this life. If it’s a college degree, or a dream job, a beautiful house, much money, happiness.
You can get that. Believe me you can. Never forget, though, that what is really important, you can’t see and you can’t touch.
The difference between that ones that seek world’s glory and his glory is tremendous. If you come before God on that day with hands full of the glory of the world,I believe it will be worth less than empty hands.
Do not waste the vast majority of your life doing something you hate so that you can spend the small remainder sliver of your life in modest comfort. You may never reach that end anyway.
Resist the temptation to get a job. Instead, play. Find something you enjoy doing. Do it. Over and over again. You will become good at it for two reasons: you like it, and you do it often. Soon, that will have value in itself.
There is a void in your soul, ready to be filled.
You feel it, don’t you?